You will be blessed by fond memories, since the moment it comes to your mind to perform rituals of pilgrimage till your safe return, because Allah blessed you with the pilgrimage, which Allah may accept and forgive and reward you for your efforts. Pilgrims will return as said by  the Prophet (may Allah's peace and blessings be upon him) said:

 "Whoever performs Hajj and does not commit obscenity or commit any evil therein will go back (free of sin) as on the day his mother gave birth to him."